~LigHt~

bin kinda weird lately..emotional..felt disappointment, despair, unhappiness, sadness, mixture of all negative feelings..wunder wad am i lackin in life datz makin mi this way..find tears fillin my eyes more easily..& u thot i'm ur cheerful girl..yeah i do haf such moments..darkness in my life..feel qt tired..gettin frustrated at nothin..total waste of my time & strength..hate it..wad can i do to get rid of all these?~ i reallie dunno..mebbe i oughta join oweek afterall..fill myself wif luffter & fun..yet..sometimes i dun feel the real luffter..fake? i haf no idea..din feel so..juz somethin dat doesn make it all click into place..

when u feel all alone in this cold dark night

u look ard to find some source of warmth & light

to envelope urself in the lurve dat feels so right

but often all dat is within sight

contains nothin bright

to make u feel alright