~iCe CrEaM + WaLk dOwN MeMoRy LaNe~

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hmmm havin ice cream now...after din...hehe...todae was kinda sian as well...wasn't feelin v good...so din go windsurfin wif darren & his coz...forgot wadz his name anewaez...but dunno wad dae issit todae my paternal family came over to my house...got woken up by 1 of my hyperactive coz...at 1+pm...so i got up...nothin much to do also...cos it was darn crowded...in my lil house...hehe...den rotted for a while...after they left i decided to watch fahrenheit 9/11...kinda amused...all the links & accusations...but i cud not reallie catch wad they were sayin so i was more lyke watchin the pix...

den decided dat we needed some junk food...& i nid to return my lib books...tink gonna due if not dued oreadie...hehe...so i decided to walk to lib & buy some yoghurt...now i realise dat it's not easy to find yoghurt in yishun...arghz...walked from Shop & Save to 7-11 to Cheers yet cud not find yoghurt...dunno wadz wrong wif Yishun Shop & Save...kinda lyke gonna close down...not much 1 can find there...the yoghurts din feel cold enuff...so i din wana buy them...finally decided on buyin ice cream...Wall's Chocolate Heaven i tink datz wad its called...hehe...not very cold either but will do...

was walkin back when i was tinkin back on the times when my bro & i wud go to the market wif dad & mum in the evenings...to buy junk or somethin...the trees which i used to grab at last time had grown much taller...as i had...the shop which used to be "Ban Leong" is now Shop & Save...many shops haf changed as well...tho the same church is still there...dunno wadz the name tink somethin lyke Our Lady Star Of The Sea... =x ...oh also saw the LARGE round yellowish moon hangin in the sky...was kinda surprised...it seriously looked HUGE~!!! wunder issit the lunar 15th or wadeva they called it...full moon??? i can nv tell if it is exactly full merely by lookin...hehe...

sighz...how time flies...i am now 20...its reallie sooo fast...walkin back i was wunderin wad is the meanin in life...issit to study a third of our lives, find a job, slog another third of our lives away, get married, haf children, watch them grow up den die??? I reallie dunno wad is the meanin in life...will someone pls tell mi...tried to find meanin wif God but failed...i still dun understand...or issit juz dat i dun wish to understand??? sometimes i seem so happy-go-lucky but act i tink a lot...haha...or not so a lot...but i do tink...

well~ tink for mi i juz hope to be happie for the rest of my life...since my wish din reallie come true...haha...no point wishin for it now...dat i am sooo old...some pple will noe wad i alwiz wish for...most wun but it's ok...it's juz a wish afterall...hmmm back to reality~ gotta go read up on tmr's ED lab...sianz...