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on this earth.. everybody has a motive for bein nice to u.. or wans somethin in 1 way or another.. even those who are v close to u.. feels saddenin to mi..

alwiz dreamed of the pple who will love mi for wad i am.. yet datz juz the ideal case.. it reallie cuts like a knife.. piercin exactly into my heart.. hurts so much i dunno wad to do..

sometimes, i smile & push it away.. temporarily.. it hits mi again lyke a stubborn boomerang.. seemingly enjoyin my pain.. if datz the case.. i sure hope i'll be immune to dat regular spot of pain.. let the skin be desensitised & mi be happie once again!

yup.. datz correct.. the world requires desensitisation.. everythin is abt dat.. from babies- the innocent lil life.. we grow up to receive all sorts of tests.. dun they hurt.. reality hurts.. wad choice do we haf? none.

accept it.